20 Years

I wonder if I will ever miss you less. I wonder if the anniversary of your being sent to Jesus will forever send me into a downward spiral of shame. All I know is I miss you, today and always. I hope to see you soon. My life's goal has become nothing more than meeting you, holding you, whispering to you my love, my regret, my longing to have done it different. 

I love you precious girl, always have, always will.